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THE
HEAVENLY FOOTMAN
OR
A
DESCRIPTION OF THE
MAN THAT GETS TO HEAVEN:
WITH DIRECTIONS
HOW TO
RUN SO AS TO OBTAIN.
BY
"So run, that ye may obtain."
1 Cor. IX. 24.
THE
AUTHOR'S EPISTLE. CHAPTER I. CHAPTER
II. CHAPTER III. CHAPTER IV.
THE AUTHOR'S EPISTLE TO ALL SLOTHFUL AND CARELESS PEOPLE.
Friends,
Solomon saith, that "the desire
of the slothful killeth him;" and if so, what will
slothfulness itself do to those that entertain it? The
proverb is, "He that sleepeth in harvest is a son that
causeth shame:" and this I dare be bold to say, no greater
shame can befall a man, than to see that he hath fooled
away his soul, and sinned away eternal life. And I am sure
this is the next way to do it; namely, to be slothful;
slothful, I say, in the work of salvation. The vineyard of
the slothful man, in reference to the things of this life,
is not fuller of briars, nettles, and stinking weeds, than
he
that is slothful for heaven, hath his heart full of
heart-choking and soul-damning sin.
Slothfulness hath these two evils: first, to neglect the
time in which it should be getting heaven; and by that
means doth, in the second place, bring in untimely
repentance. I will warrant you, that he who should lose
his soul in this world through slothfulness, will have no
cause to be glad thereat, when he comes to hell.
Slothfulness is usually accompanied with carelessness; and
carelessness is for the most part begotten by
senselessness; and senselessness doth again put fresh
strength into slothfulness; and by this means the soul is
left remediless. Slothfulness shutteth out Christ;
slothfulness shameth the soul.
Slothfulness is condemned even
by the feeblest of all the creatures. "Go to the ant, thou
sluggard, consider her ways and be wise." "The sluggard
will not plow, by reason of the cold;" that is, he will
not break up the fallow ground of his heart, because there
must be some pains taken by him that will do it;
"therefore he shall beg in harvest;" that is, when the
saints of God shall have their glorious heaven and
happiness given to them; but the sluggard "shall have
nothing;" that is, be never the better for his crying for
mercy; according to that in Matthew xxv. 10-12.
If you would know a sluggard in
the things of heaven, compare him with one that is
slothful in the things of this world. As 1. He that is
slothful is loath to set about the work he should follow;
so is he that is slothful for heaven. 2. He that is
slothful, is one that is willing to make delays: so is he
that is slothful for heaven. 3. He that is a sluggard, any
small matter that cometh in between, he will make it a
sufficient excuse to keep him off from plying his
work; so
it is also with him that is slothful for heaven. 4. He
that is slothful doeth his work by the halves: and so it
is with him that is slothful for heaven. He may almost,
but he shall never altogether, obtain perfection of
deliverance from hell; he may almost, but he shall never
(without he mend) be altogether a saint. 5. They that are
slothful do usually lose the season in which things are to
be done: and thus it is also with them that are slothful
for heaven; they miss the seasons of grace. And therefore,
6. They that are slothful have seldom, or never, good
fruit; so also it will be with the soul-sluggard. 7. They
that are slothful, are chid for the same: so also will
Christ deal with those that are not active for him. 'Thou
wicked and slothful servant! out of thine own mouth will I
judge thee. Thou saidst I was thus, and thus; wherefore
then gavest thou not my money to the bank? &c. Take
the
unprofitable servant, and cast him into utter darkness,
where there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'
What shall I say? 1. Time runs;
and will ye be slothful? 2. Much of your lives are past;
and will you be slothful? 3. Your souls are worth a
thousand worlds; and will ye be slothful? 4. The day of
death and judgment is at the door; and will ye be
slothful? 5. The curse of God hangs over your heads; and
will you be slothful? 6. Besides, the devils are earnest,
laborious, and seek by all means every day, by every sin,
to keep you out of heaven, and hinder you of salvation;
and will you be slothful? 7. Also, your neighbours are
diligent for things that will perish; and will you be
slothful for things that will endure for ever? 8. Would
you be willing to be damned for slothfulness? 9. Would you
be willing the angels of God should neglect to fetch your
souls away to heaven, when you lie a dying,
and the
devils stand by ready to scramble for them? 10. Was Christ
slothful in the work of your redemption? 11. Are his
ministers slothful in tendering this unto you? 12. And
lastly, If all this will not move, I tell you God will not
be slothful or negligent to damn you, (their damnation
slumbereth not, 2 Pet. ii. 3;) nor will the devils neglect
to fetch thee, nor hell neglect to shut its mouth upon
thee.
Sluggard! art thou asleep
still? Art thou resolved to sleep the sleep of death? Will
neither tidings from heaven nor hell awake thee? Wilt thou
say still, yet a little sleep, a little slumber, and a
little folding of the arms to sleep? Wilt thou yet turn
thyself in thy sloth, as the door is turned upon the
hinges? O that I was one that was skilful in lamentation,
and had but a yearning heart towards thee, how would I
pity thee! how would I bemoan thee! O that I could with
Jeremiah let my eyes
run down with rivers of water
for thee! Poor soul, lost soul, dying soul, what a hard
heart have I that I cannot mourn for thee! If thou
shouldst lose but a limb, a child, or a friend, it would
not be so much; but poor man, it is THY SOUL! If it was to
lie in hell but for a day, but for a year, nay, ten
thousand years, it would (in comparison) be nothing; but O
it is FOR EVER! What a soul-amazing word will that be,
which saith, "Depart from me, ye cursed, into EVERLASTING
FIRE!" &c.
Objection.
'But if I should set in, and run as you would have me,
then I must run from all my friends; for none of them are
running that way.'
Answer.
And if thou dost, thou wilt run into the bosom of Christ,
and of God; and then what harm will that do thee?
Objection.
'But if I run this way, then I must run from all my sins.'
Answer.
That is true indeed; yet if
thou dost not, thou wilt run
into hell fire.
Objection.
'But if I run this way, then I shall be hated, and lose
the love of my friends and relations, and of those that I
expect benefit from, or have reliance on, and I shall be
mocked of all my neighbours.'
Answer.
And if thou dost not, thou art sure to lose the love and
favour of God and Christ, the benefits of heaven and
glory, and be mocked of God for thy folly. "I will laugh
at your calamity, and mock when your fear cometh." If thou
wouldst not be hated and mocked then, take heed thou by
thy folly dost not procure the displeasure and mockings of
the great God; for his mocks and hatred will be terrible,
because they will fall upon thee in terrible times, even
when tribulation and anguish take hold on thee; which will
be when death and judgment come, when all the men in the
earth, and
all the angels in heaven cannot
help thee.
Objection.
'But surely I may begin this time enough, a year or two
hence; may I not?'
Answer.
First, Hast thou any lease of thy life? Did ever God tell
thee thou shalt live half a year, or two months longer?
Nay, it may be, thou mayst not live so long. And
therefore, Secondly, Wilt thou be so sottish and unwise,
as to venture thy soul upon a little uncertain time?
Thirdly, Dost thou know whether the day of grace will last
a week longer or no? For the day of grace is past with
some before their life is ended; and if it should be so
with thee, wouldst thou not say, 'O that I had begun to
run before the day of grace had been past, and the gates
of heaven shut against me!' But, Fourthly, If thou
shouldst see any of thy neighbours neglect the making sure
of either house or land to themselves, if they had it
proffered to them, saying, 'Time enough hereafter,'
when the time is uncertain; and besides, they do
not know whether ever it will be proffered to them again,
or no: I say, wouldst thou not call them fools? And if so,
then dost thou think that thou art a wise man to let thy
immortal soul hang over hell by a thread of uncertain
time, which may soon be cut asunder by death?
But to speak plainly, all these are the words of a
slothful spirit. Arise, man! be slothful no longer: set
foot, and heart, and all, into the way of God, and run.
The crown is at the end of the race.
Farewell. I wish our souls may meet with comfort at the
journey's end.
JOHN BUNYAN.
CHAPTER I.
HEAVEN
MUST BE RUN FOR.
SO
RUN, THAT YE MAY OBTAIN.1 Corinthians ix. 24.
Heaven and happiness is that
which every one desireth, insomuch that wicked Balaam
could say, "Let me die the death of the righteous, and let
my last end be like his!" Yet for all this, there are but
very few that do obtain that ever-to-be-desired glory,
insomuch that many eminent professors drop short of a
welcome from God into this pleasant place. The apostle,
therefore, because he did desire the salvation of the
souls of the Corinthians to whom he writes this epistle,
layeth them down in these
words, such counsel, as if
taken, would be for their help and advantage.
First, not to be wicked, and
sit still, and wish for heaven; but to run for it.
Secondly, Not to content themselves with every kind of
running; but, saith he, "So
run, that ye may obtain."
As if he should say, 'Some, because they would not lose
their souls, begin to run betimes; they run apace, they
run with patience, they run the right way; do you so run.
Some run from both father and mother, friends and
companions, and this, that they may have the crown: do you
so run. Some run through temptations, afflictions, good
report, evil report, that they may win the pearl: do you
so run. "So run, that ye may obtain."'
These words are taken from
men's running for a wager. A very apt similitude to set
before the eyes of the saints of the Lord. "Know you not
that they which run in a race, run all, but one receiveth
the prize? So run, that ye may obtain." That is, 'Do not
only run, but be sure you win as well as run;' "so run,
that ye may obtain."
I shall not need to make any great ado in opening the
words at this time, but shall rather lay down one doctrine
that I do find in them; and in prosecuting that, I shall
show you, in some measure, the scope of the words.
The doctrine is this; THEY THAT WILL HAVE HEAVEN, MUST RUN
FOR IT.
I say, that they that will have
heaven, must run for it. I beseech you to heed it well.
"Know ye not that they which run in a race, run all, but
one receiveth the prize?" So run ye. The prize is heaven;
and if you will have it, you must run for it. You have
another scripture for this in the 12th of the Hebrews:
"Wherefore, seeing we also," saith the apostle, "are
compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us
lay aside every weight, and the sin
which
doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the
race that is set before us." "And let us
run,"
saith he. Again, saith Paul, "I so run, not as
uncertainly; so fight I, not as one that beateth the air."
But before I go any farther, let me explain the Nature and
Reasons of this Running.
As to its NATURE, this
running
is called,
1.
Fleeing.
Observe, that this running, is not an ordinary, or any
sort of running; but it is to be understood of the
swiftest sort of running; and therefore in the 6th of the
Hebrews, it is called a fleeing. "That we might have a
strong consolation, who
have fled for refuge to
lay hold on the hope set before us." Mark, "Who have
fled."
It is taken from that 20th
[chapter] of Joshua, concerning the man that was to flee
to the city of refuge, when the avenger of blood was hard
at his heels, to take vengeance
on him
for the offence he had committed. Therefore it is a
running or fleeing for one's life; a running with all
might and main, as we use to say.
So run.
2.
Pressing.
This running in another place is called a pressing. "I
press toward the mark;" (Phil. iii.;) which signifieth
that they that will have heaven, must not stick at any
difficulties they meet with; but press, crowd, and thrust
through all, that may stand between heaven and their
souls. So run.
3.
Continuing.
This running is called in another place, a continuing in
the way of life. "If ye continue in the faith, grounded
and settled, and be not moved away from the hope of the
gospel." Not to run a little now and then, by fits and
starts; or half-way; or almost thither; but to run for my
life, to run through all difficulties, and to continue
therein to the end of the race, which must be to the end
of my life. "So run,
that ye may obtain."
And the REASONS for this point are these:
1. Because
every one that runneth doth not
obtain the prize. There
be many that do run, yea, and run far too, who yet miss
the crown that standeth at the end of the race. You know
that all that run in a race do not obtain the victory;
they all run, but one wins. And so it is here; it is not
every one that runneth, nor every one that seeketh, nor
every one that striveth for the mastery, that hath it.
"Though a man do strive for the mastery," saith Paul, "yet
he is not crowned, unless he strive lawfully;" that is,
unless he so run, and so strive, as to have God's
approbation.
What! do you think that every
heavy heeled professor will have heaven? What! every lazy
one? Every wanton and foolish professor, that will be
stopped by any thing; kept back by any thing; that scarce
runneth so fast heavenward as a snail creepeth on the
ground? Nay, there are some professors that do not go on
so fast in the way of God as a snail doth go on the wall;
and yet these think that heaven and happiness is for them.
But stay; there are many more that run than there be that
obtain; therefore, he that will have heaven must
run
for it!
2. Because you know that though
men do run, yet, if they
do not overcome, or win, as well as run, what will they be
the better for the running.
They will get nothing. You know the man that runneth, doth
do it that he may win the prize; but if he doth not obtain
it, he doth lose his labour, spend his pains and time, and
that to no purpose. I say, he getteth nothing. And ah! how
many such runners will there be found in the day of
judgment? Even multitudes multitudes that have run, yea,
run so far as to come to heaven's gates, are not able to
get any further; but there stand knocking, when it is too
late, crying,
Lord, Lord; when they have nothing but rebukes for their
pains. 'Depart from me; you come not in here; you come too
late; you ran too lazy; the door is shut!' "When once the
master of the house is risen up," saith Christ, "and hath
shut to the door, and ye begin to stand without, and to
knock at the door, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us; he
shall answer and say unto you, I know you not, depart,"
&c. O sad will the state of those be that run and miss;
therefore if you will have heaven you must
run
for it; and "so run, that ye may obtain."
3. Because
the way is long,
(I speak metaphorically,) and there is many a dirty step,
many a high hill, much work to do; a wicked heart, world,
and devil to overcome. I say there are many steps to be
taken by those that intend to be saved, by running, or
walking, in the steps of that faith of our father Abraham.
Out of
Egypt
thou must go
through the
Red Sea;
thou must run a long and tedious journey, through the vast
howling wilderness, before thou come to the land of
promise.
4. They that will go to heaven
must run for it; because, as the way is so long, so
the time in which they are to
get to the end of it is very uncertain.
The time present is the only time; thou hast no more time
allotted thee than that thou now enjoyest. "Boast not
thyself of to-morrow, for thou knowest not what a day may
bring forth." Do not say, 'I have time enough to get to
heaven seven years hence;' for I tell thee, the bell may
toll for thee, before seven days more be ended. When death
comes, away thou must go, whether thou art provided or
not. And therefore look to it; make no delays; it is not
good dallying with things of so great concernment as the
salvation or damnation of thy soul. You know he that hath
a great way to go in a little time, and
less, by
half, than he thinks of, had need to
run
for it.
5. They that will have heaven
must run for it; because
the devil, the law, sin, death,
and hell, follow them.
There is never a poor soul that is going to heaven, but
the devil, the law, sin, death, and hell, make after that
soul. "Your adversary, the devil, as a roaring lion,
walketh about, seeking whom he may devour." And I will
assure you the devil is nimble; he can run apace, he is
light of foot; he hath overtaken many, he hath turned up
their heels and hath given them an everlasting fall. Also
the law, that can shoot a great way: have a care to keep
out of the reach of those great guns, the ten
commandments. Hell also hath a wide mouth; it can stretch
itself farther than you are aware of. And as the angel
said to
Lot:
"Take heed, look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all
the plain," that is, any where between this and heaven,
"lest thou be consumed;" so say I to thee. Take heed,
tarry not, lest either the devil, hell, death, or the
fearful curses of the law of God, do overtake thee, and
throw thee down in the midst of thy sins, so as never to
rise and recover again. If this were well considered, then
thou, as well as I, would say, they that will have heaven
must run
for it.
6. They that will go to heaven
must run for it; because
perchance the gates of heaven
may shut shortly.
Sometimes sinners have not heaven-gates open to them so
long as they suppose; and if they be once shut against a
man, they are so heavy, that all the men in the world, or
all the angels in heaven, are not able to open them. "I
shut, and no man can open," saith Christ. And how if thou
shouldst come but one quarter of an hour too late? I tell
thee it will cost thee an eternity to bewail thy misery
in! Francis Spira can tell thee what it is to stay till
the gates of mercy
be quite shut; or to run so
lazily, that they be shut before thou get within them.
What! to be shut out! What! out of heaven! Sinner, rather
than lose it, run
for it; yea, and "so run that thou mayst obtain."
7. Lastly, Because
if thou lose, thou losest all.
Thou losest soul, God, Christ heaven, ease, peace, &c.
Besides, thou layest thyself open to all the shame,
contempt, and reproach, that either God, Christ, saints,
the world, sin, the devil, and all, can lay upon thee. As
Christ saith of the foolish builder, so will I say of
thee, if thou be such a one who runs and misseth; I say,
even all that go by will begin to mock at thee, saying,
This man began to run well, but was not able to finish.
But more of this anon.
CHAPTER II.
DIRECTIONS FOR THIS HEAVENLY COURSE.
Question.
"But how should a poor soul do, so to run?" For this very
thing is that which afflicteth me sore, (as you say,) to
think that I may run and yet fall short. Methinks to fall
short at last, Oh! it fears me greatly! Pray, tell me,
therefore, how I should run.'
Answer.
That thou mayst indeed be satisfied in this particular,
consider these following things.
THE FIRST DIRECTION. If thou
wouldst so run as to obtain the kingdom of heaven, then
be sure that thou get
into the way that leadeth thither.
For it is a vain thing to think that ever thou shalt have
the prize, though thou runnest ever so fast, unless thou
art in the way that leads to it. Set the case that there
should be a man in London that was to run to York for a
wager; now, though he run ever so swiftly, yet if he run
full south, he might run himself out of breath, and be
never the nearer the prize, but rather the farther off.
Just so is it here. It is not simply the runner, nor yet
the hasty runner, that winneth the crown, unless he be in
the way that leadeth thereto. I have observed, (that
little time which I have been a professor,) that there is
a great running to and fro, some this way, and some that
way; yet it is to be feared most of them are out of the
way; and then, though they run as swift as the eagle can
fly, they are benefited nothing at all.
Here is one runs a Quaking,
another a Ranting. One again runs after the Baptism, and
another after the Independency. Here is one for Free-will,
and another for Presbytery. And yet possibly most, of all
these sects, run quite
the wrong way; and yet every
one is for his life, his soul, either for heaven or hell!
If thou now say, Which is the
way? I tell thee it is CHRIST, the Son of Mary, the Son of
God. Jesus saith, "I am the way, the truth, and the life:
no man cometh to the Father but by me." So then thy
business is, (if thou wouldst have salvation,) to see if
Christ be thine, with all his benefits; whether he hath
covered thee with his righteousness; whether he hath
showed thee that thy sins are washed away with his
heart-blood; whether thou art planted into him, and
whether thou have faith in him, so as to make a life out
of him, and to conform thee to him; that is, such faith as
to conclude that thou art righteous, because Christ is thy
righteousness; and so constrained to walk with him as the
joy of thy heart, because he saved thy soul. And for the
Lord's sake, take heed, and do not deceive thyself, and
think thou art in the way upon too slight grounds; for if
thou miss of the way, thou wilt miss of the prize; and if
thou miss of that, I am sure thou wilt lose thy soul, even
that soul which is worth more than the whole world.
But I have treated more largely on this in my book of the
Two Covenants, and therefore shall pass it now. Only I
beseech thee to have a care of thy soul. And that thou
mayst so do, take this counsel. Mistrust thy own strength,
and throw it away. Down on thy knees in prayer to the
Lord, for the Spirit of truth; search his word for
direction; flee seducers' company; keep company with the
soundest Christians, that have most experience of Christ;
and be sure thou have a care of Quakers, Ranters,
Freewillers; also do not have too much company with some
Anabaptists, though I go under that name myself.
I tell thee this is such a
serious matter,
and I fear thou wilt so little regard it, that the
thoughts of the worth of the thing, and of thy too light
regarding it, doth even make my heart ache whilst I am
waiting to thee. The Lord teach thee the way by his
Spirit, and then I am sure thou wilt know it.
So run.
Only, by the way, let me bid
thee have a care of two things, and so I shall pass to the
next thing. 1. Have a care of relying on the outward
obedience to any of God's commands, or thinking thyself
ever the better in the sight of God for that. 2. Take heed
of fetching peace for thy soul from any inherent
righteousness. But, if thou canst, believe that as thou
art a sinner, so thou art justified freely by the love of
God, through the redemption that is in Christ; and that
God, for Christ's sake, hath forgiven thee, not because he
saw any thing done, or to be done, in or by thee, to move
him thereunto to do it. Because this is the right way. The
Lord put thee into it, and keep thee in it!
THE SECOND DIRECTION. As thou
shouldst get into the way, so thou shouldst also
be much in studying and musing
on the way. You know men
that would be expert in any thing, are usually much in
studying of that thing; and so likewise is it with those
that quickly grow expert in any thing. This therefore thou
shouldst do.
Let thy study be much exercised
about Christ, who is the way; what he is, what he hath
done, and why he is what he is, and why he hath done what
is done; as why he took upon him the form of a servant,
why he was made in the likeness of men; why he cried; why
he died; why he bare the sins of the world; why he was
made sin, and why he was made righteousness; why he is in
heaven in the nature of man, and what he doth there. Be
much in musing and considering of these things.
Be thinking also, enough for thy warning, of those places
which thou must not come near; but leave, some on this
hand, and some on that hand; as it is with those that
travel into other countries. They must leave such a gate
on this hand, and such a bush on that hand, and go by such
a place, where standeth such a thing. Thus therefore you
must do. Avoid such things as are expressly forbidden in
the word of God. "Withdraw thy foot far from her, and come
not nigh the door of her house; for her steps take hold of
hell, going down to the chambers of death." And so of
every thing that is not in the way; have a care of it that
thou go not by it; come not near it; have nothing to do
with it. So run.
THE THIRD DIRECTION.Not only
thus, but, in the next place, thou must
strip thyself of those things
that may hang upon thee, to the hindering of thee in the
way to the kingdom of heaven:
as covetousness,
pride, lust, or whatever else thy heart may be inclining
unto, which may hinder thee in this heavenly race. Men
that run for a wager, (if they intend to
win
as well as run,)
do not use to encumber themselves, or carry those things
about them that may be a hindrance to them in their
running. "Every man that striveth for the mastery is
temperate in all things." That is, he layeth aside every
thing that would be any wise a disadvantage to him; as
saith the apostle, "Let us lay aside every weight, and the
sin that doth so easily beset us; and let us run with
patience the race that is set before us."
It is but a vain thing to talk
of going to heaven, if thou let thy heart be encumbered
with those things that would hinder. Would you not say
that such a man would be in danger of losing, though he
run, if he fill his pockets with stones, hang heavy
garments on his shoulders, and great lumpish shoes on
his feet? So it is here. Thou talkest of going to heaven,
and yet fillest thy pockets with stones; that is, fillest
thy heart with this world; lettest that hang on thy
shoulders with its profits and pleasures. Alas, alas! thou
art widely mistaken. If thou intendest to win, thou must
strip, thou must lay aside every weight, thou must be
temperate in all things. Thou must
so run.
THE FOURTH DIRECTION.
Beware of by-paths.
Take heed thou dost not turn into those lanes which lead
out of the way. There are crooked paths, paths in which
men go astray, paths that lead to death and damnation; but
take heed of all those. Some of them are dangerous because
of practice, some because of opinion; but mind them not.
Mind the path before thee; look right before thee; turn
neither to the right hand nor to the left, but let thine
eyes look right on, even right before thee. "Ponder the
path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be
established." "Turn not to the right hand nor to the left.
Remove thy foot from evil." This counsel being not so
seriously taken as given, is the reason of that starting
from opinion to opinion, reeling this way and that way,
out of this lane into that lane, and so missing the way to
the kingdom.
Though the way to heaven be but one, yet there are many
crooked lanes and by-paths shoot down upon it, as I may
say. And again, notwithstanding the kingdom of heaven be
the biggest city, yet usually those by-paths are most
beaten, most travellers go those ways; and therefore the
way to heaven is hard to be found, and as hard to be kept
in, by reason of these. Yet nevertheless, it is in this
case as it was with the harlot of
Jericho.
She had one scarlet thread tied in her window, by which
her house was known; so it is here. The scarlet stream of
Christ's blood runs throughout the way to the kingdom of
heaven.
Therefore mind that: see if thou do find the besprinkling
of the blood of Christ in the way; and if thou do, be of
good cheer; thou art in the right way.
But have a care thou beguile
not thyself with a fancy; for then thou mayst light into
any lane or way. But that thou mayst not be mistaken,
consider, though it seem ever so pleasant, yet if thou do
not find that in the very middle of the road there is
written with the heart blood of Christ, that he came into
the world to save sinners, and that we are justified,
though we are ungodly, shun that way. For this it is which
the apostle meaneth when he saith, we have "boldness to
enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, by a new and
living way which he hath consecrated for us through the
vail, that is to say, his flesh." How easy a matter is it
in this our day, for the devil to be too cunning for poor
souls, by calling his by-paths the way to the kingdom! If
such
an opinion or fancy be but
cried up by one or more, this inscription being set upon
it by the devil, "This is the way of God," how speedily,
greedily, and by heaps, do poor simple souls, throw away
themselves upon it; especially if it be daubed over with a
few external acts of morality, if so good! But this is
because men do not know painted by-paths from the plain
way to the kingdom of heaven. They have not yet learned
the true Christ, and what his righteousness is; neither
have they a sense of their own insufficiency; but are
bold, proud, presumptuous, self-conceited. And therefore,
take
THE FIFTH DIRECTION.
Do not thou be too
much in looking too high in thy journey heavenwards.
You know men that run a race do not use to stare and gaze
this way and that; neither do they use to cast up their
eyes too high; lest haply, through their too much gazing
with their eyes after other things, they in the
mean time
stumble, and catch a fall. The very same case is this; if
thou gaze and stare after every opinion and way that comes
into the world, also if thou be prying overmuch in God's
secret decrees, or let thy heart too much entertain
questions about some nice, foolish curiosities, thou mayst
stumble and fall; as many hundreds in England have done,
both in Ranting and Quakery, to their eternal overthrow,
without the marvellous operation of God's grace be
suddenly stretched forth to bring them back again.
Take heed therefore. Follow not
that proud, lofty spirit, that, devil-like, cannot be
content with his own station. David was of an excellent
spirit, where he saith, "Lord, my heart is not haughty,
nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great
matters, or in things too high for me. Surely I have
behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of
his mother: my soul
is even as a weaned child." Do
thou so run.
THE SIXTH DIRECTION.
Take heed that you
have not an ear open to
every one that calleth after you, as you are in your
journey. Men that run,
you know, if any do call after them, saying, 'I would
speak with you,' or, 'Go not too fast, and you shall have
my company with you,' if they run for some great matter,
they use to say, 'Alas! I cannot stay, I am in haste;
pray, talk not to me now; neither can I stay for you; I am
running for a wager: if I win, I am made; if I lose, I am
undone; and therefore hinder me not.' Thus wise are men,
when they run for corruptible things; and thus shouldst
thou do. And thou hast more cause to do so than they,
forasmuch as they run but for things that last not, but
thou for an incorruptible glory. I give thee notice of
this betimes, knowing that thou shalt have enough call
after thee, even the devil,
sin, this world, vain company,
pleasures, profits, esteem among men, ease, pomp, pride,
together with an innumerable company of such companions;
one crying, 'Stay for me;' the other saying, 'Do not leave
me behind;' a third saying, 'And take me along with you.'
'What! will you go,' saith the devil, 'without your sins,
pleasures and profits? Are you so hasty? Can you not stay
and take these along with you? Will you leave your friends
and companions behind you? Can you not do as your
neighbours do carry the world, sin, lust, pleasure,
profit, esteem among men, along with you?' Have a care
thou do not let thine ear now be open to the tempting,
enticing, alluring, and soul-entangling flatteries of such
sink-souls as these are. "My son," saith Solomon, "if
sinners entice thee, consent thou not."
You know what it cost the young
man whom Solomon speaks of, (in the
7th of Proverbs,) that was enticed by a harlot. With her
much fair speech she won him, and caused him to yield;
with the flattering of her lips she forced him, till he
went after her, as an ox to the slaughter, as a fool to
the correction of the stocks; even so far till the dart
struck through his liver, and he knew not that it was for
his life. "Hearken unto me, now, therefore," saith he, "O
ye children, and attend to the words of my mouth: let not
thine heart decline to her ways, go not astray in her
paths; for she hath cast down many wounded; yea, many
strong men have been slain (that is, kept out of heaven)
by her. Her house is the way to hell, going down to the
chambers of death." Soul, take this counsel, and say,
'Satan, sin, lust, pleasure, profit, pride, friends,
companions, and every thing else,' let me alone, stand
off, come not nigh me; for I am running for heaven, for my
soul, for God, for Christfrom hell
and
everlasting damnation! If I win, I win all; and if I lose,
I lose all! Let me alone for I will not hear.'
So run.
THE SEVENTH DIRECTION. In the
next place, be not
daunted, though thou meetest with ever so many
discouragements in thy journey thither.
That man that is resolved for heaven, if Satan cannot win
him by flatteries, he will endeavour to weaken him by
discouragements, saying, 'Thou art a sinner,' 'thou hast
broken God's law,' 'thou art not elected,' 'thou comest
too late,' 'the day of grace is past,' 'God doth not care
for thee,' 'thy heart is naught,' 'thou art lazy,' with a
hundred other discouraging suggestions. And thus it was
with David, where he saith, "I had fainted, unless I had
believed to see the goodness of the Lord, in the land of
the living." As if he should say, 'The devil did so rage,
and my heart was so base, that had I judged according to
my own sense and feeling, I had been absolutely
distracted. But I trusted
to Christ in the promise, and
looked that God would be as good as his promise, in having
mercy upon me, an unworthy sinner; and this is that which
encouraged me, and kept me from fainting.'
And thus must thou do when
Satan, or the law, or thy conscience, do go about to
dishearten thee, either by the greatness of thy sins, the
wickedness of thy heart, the tediousness of the way, the
loss of outward enjoyments, the hatred that thou wilt
procure from the world or the like; then thou must
encourage thyself with the freeness of the promises, the
tender-heartedness of Christ, the merits of his blood, the
freeness of his invitations to come in, the greatness of
the sin of others that have been pardoned; and that the
same God, through the same Christ, holdeth forth the same
grace as free as ever. If these be not thy meditations,
thou wilt draw very heavily in the way to heaven if thou
do
not give up all for lost, and so knock off from following
any farther. Therefore, I say, take heart in thy journey,
and say to them that seek thy destruction, "Rejoice not
against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when
I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me."
THE EIGHTH DIRECTION.
Take heed of being
offended at the cross that thou must go by, before thou
come to heaven. You
must understand (as I have already touched) that there is
no man that goeth to heaven but he must go by the cross.
The cross is the standing way-mark, by which all they that
go to glory must pass.
"We must through much tribulation enter into the
kingdom
of
God."
"Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall
suffer persecution." If thou art in thy way to the
kingdom, my life for thine, thou wilt come at the cross
shortly. The Lord grant thou dost not
shrink at
it, so as to turn thee back again. "If any man will come
after me," saith Christ, "let him deny himself, and take
up his cross daily, and follow me." The Cross! it stands,
and hath stood, from the beginning, as a way-mark to the
kingdom of heaven. You know if one ask you the way to such
and such a place, you, for the better direction, do not
only say, 'this is the way,' but then also say, 'You must
go by such a gate, by such a stile, such a bush, tree,
bridge,' or such like. Why, so it is here. Art thou
enquiring the way to heaven? Why, I tell thee, CHRIST IS
THE WAY; into him thou must get, even into his
righteousness, to be justified. And if thou art in him,
thou wilt presently see the cross. Thou must go close by
it; thou must touch it; nay thou must take it up, or else
thou wilt quickly go out of the way that leads to heaven,
and turn up some of those
crooked lanes that lead down to
the chambers of death.
Now thou mayst know the cross by these six things: 1. It
is known in the doctrine of justification. 2. In the
doctrine of mortification. 3. In the doctrine of
perseverance. 4. In self-denial. 5. In patience. 6. In
communion with poor saints.
1. In the doctrine of
justification
there is a great deal of the cross. In that, a man is
forced to suffer the destruction of his own righteousness
for the righteousness of another. This is no easy matter
for a man to do. I assure you it stretcheth every vein in
his heart, before he will be brought to yield to it. What!
for a man to deny, reject, abhor, and throw away all his
prayers, tears, alms, keeping of sabbaths, hearing,
reading with the rest, in the point of justification, and
to count them accursed; and to be willing, in the very
midst of the sense of his sins, to throw himself
wholly
upon the righteousness and obedience of another man,
abhorring his own, counting it as a deadly sin, as the
open breach of the law! I say, to do this indeed and in
truth, is the biggest piece of the cross; and therefore
Paul calleth this very thing a suffering; where he saith,
"And I have suffered the loss of all things," (which
principally was his righteousness,) "that I might win
Christ, and be found in him, not having (but rejecting) my
own righteousness." That is the first.
2. In the doctrine of
mortification
is also much of the cross. Is it nothing for a man to lay
hands on his vile opinions, on his vile sins, on his bosom
sins, on his beloved, pleasant, darling sins, that stick
as close to him as the flesh sticks to the bones? What! to
lose all these brave things that my eyes behold, for that
which I never saw with my eyes? What! to lose my pride, my
covetousness, my vain company, sports
and
pleasure's, and the rest? I tell you this is no easy
matter; if it were, what need of all those prayers, sighs,
watchings? What need we be so backward to it? Nay, do you
not see, that some men before they will set about this
work, will even venture the loss of their souls, heaven,
God, Christ, and all? What mean else all those delays and
put-offs, saying, 'Stay a little longer; I am loath to
leave my sins while I am so young, and in health?' Again,
what is the reason else that others do it so by the
halves, coldly, and seldom; notwithstanding they are
convinced over and over, and over, nay, and also promise
to amend; and yet all is in vain? I will assure you, to
cut off right hands, and pluck out right eyes, is no
pleasure to the flesh.
3. The doctrine of
perseverance
is also cross to the flesh; which is not only to begin,
but to hold out; not only to bid fair, and to say, 'Would
I had heaven,'
but so to know Christ, to put on Christ, and walk with
Christ, as to come to heaven. Indeed it is no great matter
to begin to look for heaven; to begin to seek the Lord; to
begin to shun sin. Oh! but it is a very great matter to
continue with God's approbation! "My servant Caleb," saith
God, "because he had another spirit with him, and hath
followed me fully," (followed me always: he hath
continually followed me,) "him will I bring into the
land." Almost all the many thousands of the children of
Israel
in their generation, fell short of perseverance when they
walked from
Egypt
towards the
land
of
Canaan.
Indeed they went to work at first pretty willingly; but
they were very short-winded, they were quickly out of
breath, and in their hearts they turned back again into
Egypt.
It is an easy matter for a man
to run hard for a spurt, for a furlong, for a mile
or two.
Oh I but to hold out for a hundred, for a thousand, for
ten thousand miles! That man that doth this, must look to
meet with cross, pain, and wearisomeness to the flesh;
especially if as he goeth he meeteth with briars and
quagmires and other encumbrances, that make his journey so
much the more painful.
Nay, do you not see with your
eyes daily, that perseverance is a very great part of the
cross? Why else do men so soon grow weary? I could point
out many, that after they have followed the ways of God
about a twelvemonth, others it may be two, three, or four
(some more, and some less) years, have been beat out of
wind, they have taken up their lodging and rest before
they have got half-way to heaven, some in this, some in
that sin; and have secretly, nay, sometimes openly said,
that the way is too strait, the race too long, the
religion
too holy and they cannot hold
out 'I can go no farther.'
And so likewise of the other three, namely, patience,
self-denial, communion, and communication with and to the
poor saints: how hard are these things? It is an easy
matter to deny another man, but it is not so easy a matter
to deny one's self; to deny myself out of love to God, to
his gospel, to his saints, of this advantage and of that
gain; nay, of that which otherwise I might lawfully do,
were it not for offending them. That scripture is but
seldom read, and seldomer put in practice, which saith, "I
will eat no flesh while the world standeth, if it make my
brother to offend." Again, "We then that are strong ought
to bear the infirmities of the weak, and not to please
ourselves."
But how froward, how hasty, how
peevish, and self-resolved are the generality of
professors [i.e., professing Christians] at this day!
Alas!
how little considering the poor, unless it be to say, Be
thou warmed and filled! But to give, is a seldom work!
also especially to give to any poor. I tell you all these
things are cross to flesh and blood; and that man that
hath a watchful eye over the flesh, and also some
considerable measure of strength against it, shall find
his heart in these things like unto a starting horse, that
is rid without a curbing bridle, ready to start at every
thing that is offensive to him; yea, and ready to run away
too, do what the rider can.
It is the cross which keepeth back those that are kept
from heaven. I am persuaded, were it not for the cross,
where we have one professor we should have twenty; but
this cross! that is it which spoileth all.
Some men, as I said before,
when they come at the cross can go no farther; but back
again to their sins they must go. Others stumble at it,
and
break their necks. Others again
when they see the cross is approaching, turn aside to the
left hand, or to the right hand, and so think to get to
heaven another way. But they will be deceived. "For all
that will live godly in Christ Jesus, shall," mark it, "shall
suffer persecution." There are but few when they come at
the cross, cry, 'Welcome cross!' as some of the martyrs
did to the stake they were burned at.
Therefore, if thou meet with
the cross in thy journey, in what manner soever it be, be
not daunted and say, Alas! what shall I do now? But rather
take courage, knowing that by the cross is the way to the
kingdom. Can a man believe in Christ, and not be hated by
the devil? Can he make a profession of this Christ, and
that sweetly, and convincingly, and the children of Satan
hold their tongue? Can darkness agree with light? Or the
devil endure that Christ Jesus should be honoured both by
faith
and a heavenly conversation,
and let that soul alone at quiet? Did you never read that
the Dragon persecuted the woman? and that Christ saith,
"In the world ye shall have tribulation."
THE NINTH DIRECTION.
Beg of God that he would do
these two things for thee:
First, enlighten thine understanding: and secondly,
inflame thy will. If these two be but effectually done,
there is no fear but what thou wilt go safe to heaven.
One of the great reasons why
men and women do so little regard the other world, is,
because they see so little of it. And the reason why they
see so little of it, is, because they have their
understanding darkened. And therefore, saith Paul, Do not
you, believers walk as do other Gentiles, even "in the
vanity of their minds; having their understandings
darkened; being alienated from the life of God, through
the ignorance (or foolishness) that is in them, because of
the
blindness of their heart." Walk
not as those; run not with them. Alas! poor souls, they
have their understandings darkened, their hearts blinded,
and that is the reason they have such undervaluing
thoughts of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the salvation of
their souls. For when men do come to see the things of
another world, what a God, what a Christ, what a heaven,
and what an eternal glory there is to be enjoyed; also
when they see that it is possible for them to have a share
in it; I tell you it will make them run through thick and
thin to enjoy it. Moses, having a sight of this, because
his understanding was enlightened, feared not the wrath of
the king, but chose rather to suffer afflictions with the
people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a
season. He refused to be called the son of the king's
daughter; accounting it wonderful riches to be accounted
worthy so much as to suffer for Christ, with the
poor,
despised saints; and that was because he saw him who is
invisible, and had respect unto the recompense of reward.
And this is that which the apostle usually prayeth for in
his epistles for the saints, namely, That they might, know
what is the hope of God's calling, and the riches of the
glory of his inheritance in the saints; and that they
might be able to comprehend with all saints, what is the
breadth, and length, and depth, and height, and know the
love of Christ, which passeth knowledge.
Pray therefore that God would
enlighten thy understanding. That will be a very great
help unto thee. It will make thee endure many a hard brunt
for Christ; as Paul saith, "After you were illuminated, ye
endured a great fight of afflictions." You "took joyfully
the spoiling of your goods, knowing in yourselves that ye
have in heaven a better and an enduring substance." If
there be ever such a rare jewel lying
just in a
man's way, yet if he see it not he will rather trample
upon it than stoop for it, and it is because he sees it
not. Why, so it is here; though heaven be worth ever so
much, and thou hast ever so much need of it, yet if thou
see it not, that is, have not thy understanding opened or
enlightened to see, thou wilt not regard at all. Therefore
cry to the Lord for enlightening grace, and say, 'Lord,
open my blind eyes; Lord, take the veil off my dark heart;
show me the things of the other world, and let me see the
sweetness, glory, and excellency of them, for Christ's
sake.' This is the first thing. The second is,
THE TENTH DIRECTION.
Cry to God that he
would inflame thy will also with the things of the other
world. For when a
man's will is fully set to do such or such a thing, then
it must be a very hard matter that shall hinder that man
from bringing about his end. When Paul's will was set
resolvedly to go up
to
Jerusalem,
(though it was signified to him before, what he should
there suffer,) he was not daunted at all. Nay, saith he,
"I am ready (or willing) not only to be bound, but also to
die at
Jerusalem
for the name of the Lord Jesus." His will was inflamed by
love to Christ; and therefore, all the persuasions, that
could be used wrought nothing at all.
Your self-willed people, nobody
knows what to do with them. We use to say of such, 'He
will have his own will do all that you can.' Indeed to
have such a will for heaven, is an admirable advantage to
a man that undertaketh a race hither. A man that is
resolved, and hath his will fixed, saith, 'I will do my
best to advantage myself; I will do my worst to hinder my
enemies; I will not give out as long as I can stand; I
will have it, or I will lose my life.' So Job, "Though he
slay me, yet will I trust in him." So Jacob, "I will not
let thee go, except thou bless me."
'I will, I will, I will!' O this blessed inflamed will for
heaven! What is like it? If a man be willing, then any
argument shall be matter of encouragement; but if
unwilling, then any argument shall give discouragement.
This is seen both in saints and sinners; in them that are
the children of God, and also those that are the children
of the devil. As,
1. The saints of old, being willing and resolved for
heaven, what could stop them? Could fire and faggot, sword
or halter, stinking dungeons, whips, bears, bulls, lions,
cruel rackings, stoning, starving, nakedness? In all these
things they were more than conquerors, through him that
loved them; who had also made them willing in the day of
his power.
2. See again, on the other
side, the children of the devil, because they are not
willing, how many shifts and starting holes they will
have. 'I have married
a wife;' 'I have a farm;' 'I shall offend my landlord;' 'I
shall offend my master;' 'I shall lose my trading;' 'I
shall lose my pride, my pleasures;' 'I shall be mocked and
scoffed, therefore I dare not come.' 'I,' saith
another, 'will stay till I am older, till my children are
out, till I am got a little afore-hand in the world; till
I have done this, and that, and the other business.' But
alas! the thing is, they are not willing; for were they
but soundly willing, these, and a thousand such as these,
would hold them no faster than the cords held Samson when
he broke them like burnt flax.
I tell you the will is all;
that is one of the chief things which turns the wheel
either backwards or forwards; and God knoweth that full
well, and so likewise doth the devil; and therefore they
both endeavour very much to strengthen the will of their
servants. God is for making his a willing people
to serve
him; and the devil doth what he can to possess the will
and affection of those that are his with love to sin. And
therefore when Christ comes close to the matter, indeed,
saith he, "Ye will not
come to me." "How often would I have gathered you as a hen
doth her chickens; but
ye would not." The devil
had possessed their wills and so long he was sure enough
of them.
O therefore cry hard to God to
inflame thy will for heaven and Christ. Thy will, I say,
if that be rightly set for heaven, thou wilt not be beat
off with discouragements; and this was the reason that
when Jacob wrestled with the angel, though he lost a limb
as it were; (for the hollow of his thigh was put out of
joint as he wrestled with him;) yet, saith he, "I
will not"
mark, "I WILL NOT LET THEE GO, EXCEPT THOU BLESS ME." Get
thy will tipt with the heavenly grace, and resolution
against all discouragements,
and then thou goest full speed for heaven; but if thou
falter in thy will, and be not sound there, thou wilt run
hobbling and halting all the way thou runnest, and also to
be sure thou wilt fall short at last. The Lord give thee a
will and courage.
Thus have I done with directing
thee how to run to the kingdom. Be sure thou keep in
memory what I have said unto thee lest thou lose thy way.
But because I would have thee think of them, take all in
short in this little bit of paper. 1. Get into the way. 2.
Then study on it. 3. Then strip, and lay aside every thing
that would hinder. 4. Beware of by-paths. 5. Cry hard to
God for an enlightened heart, and a willing mind;
and God give thee a
prosperous journey.
CHAPTER III.
MOTIVES TO PURSUE THIS HEAVENLY COURSE.
Yet before I do quite take my leave of thee, let me give
thee a few motives to take along with thee. It may be they
will be as good as a pair of spurs to prick on thy lumpish
heart in this rich journey.
THE FIRST MOTIVE. Consider
there is no way but this:
thou must either win or lose.
If thou winnest, then heaven, God, Christ, glory, ease,
peace, life, yea, life eternal, is thine; thou shalt be
made equal to the angels in heaven; thou shalt sorrow no
more, sigh no more, feel no more pain; thou shalt be out
of the reach of sin, hell, death, the devil, the grave,
and whatever else may endeavour thy hurt. But
contrariwise, and if thou
lose, then thy loss is heaven,
glory, God, Christ, ease, peace, and whatever else tendeth
to make eternity comfortable to the saints; besides, thou
procurest eternal death, sorrow, pain, blackness and
darkness, fellowship with devils, together with the
everlasting damnation of thy own soul.
THE SECOND MOTIVE. Consider that this devil, this hell,
death and damnation, follow after thee as hard as they can
drive, and have their commission so to do by the law,
against which thou hast sinned; and therefore, for the
Lord's sake, make haste!
THE THIRD MOTIVE. If they seize upon thee before thou
get to the city of
Refuge,
they will put an everlasting stop to thy journey. This
also cries, Run for it!
THE FOURTH MOTIVE. Know also,
that now heaven's gates, the heart of Christ, with his
arms, are wide open to receive thee. O methinks that this
consideration,
that the devil followeth after to destroy, and that Christ
standeth open-armed to receive, should make thee reach out
and fly with all haste and speed! And therefore,
THE FIFTH MOTIVE. Keep thine eye upon the prize. Be sure
that thy eyes be continually upon the profit thou art like
to get.
The reason why men are so apt to faint in their race for
heaven, lieth chiefly in either of these two things: They
do not seriously consider the worth of the prize; or else
if they do, they are afraid it is too good for them. But
most lose heaven for want of considering the prize and the
worth of it. And therefore, that thou mayst not do the
like,
1. Keep thine eye much upon the
excellency, the sweetness, the beauty, the comfort, the
peace, that is to be had there by those that win the
prize. This was that which made the apostle run
through
any thing! good report, evil report, persecution,
affliction, hunger, nakedness, peril by sea, and peril by
land, bonds and imprisonments. Also it made others endure
to be stoned, sawn asunder, to have their eyes bored out
with augers, their bodies broiled on gridirons, their
tongues cut out of their mouths, to be boiled in
cauldrons, thrown to the wild beasts, burned at the stake,
whipped at posts, and a thousand other fearful torments;
"while they looked not at the things which are seen," (as
the things of this world,) "but at the things which are
not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but
the things which are not seen are eternal." O this word,
ETERNAL! it was that made them so firm, that when they
might have had deliverance, they would not accept it, for
they knew that in the world to come they should have a
better resurrection.
2. And do not let the thoughts
of the
rareness of the place make thee
say in thy heart, 'This is too good for me;' for I tell
thee, heaven is prepared for whosoever will accept of it,
and they shall be entertained with hearty good welcome.
Consider therefore, that as bad as thou have got thither.
Thither, went scrubbed beggarly Lazarus, &c. Nay, it is
prepared for the poor. "Hearken, my beloved brethren,"
saith James; that is, take notice of it, "Hath not God
chosen the poor of this world, rich in faith, and heirs of
the kingdom?" Therefore, take heart, and run, man.
THE SIXTH MOTIVE. Think much
of them that are gone before. First, How really they go
into the kingdom. Secondly, How safe they are in the arms
of Jesus. Would they be here again for a thousand worlds?
Or if they were, would they be afraid that God would not
make them welcome? Thirdly, What would they judge of thee,
if they knew thy heart began to fail thee in thy journey,
or
thy sins began to allure thee, and to persuade thee to
stop thy race? Would they not call thee a thousand fools,
and say, 'O that he did but see what we see, feel what we
feel, and taste of the dainties that we taste of! Oh! if
he were one quarter of an hour to behold, to see, to feel,
to taste, and enjoy but the thousandth part of what we
enjoy, what would he do? what would he suffer? what would
he leave undone? Would he favour sin? Would he love this
world below? Would he be afraid of friends, or shrink at
the most fearful threatenings that the greatest tyrants
could invent to give him?' Nay, those who have had but a
sight of these things by faith, when they have been as far
off from them as heaven from earth, yet they have been
able to say with a comfortable and merry heart, as the
bird that sings in the spring, that this and more shall
not stop them from running to heaven.
Sometimes, when my base heart
hath been inclining to this world, and to loiter in my
journey towards heaven, the very consideration of the
glorious saints and angels in heaven; what they enjoy, and
what low thoughts they have of the things of this world
together; how they would befool me if they did but know
that my heart was drawing back, hath caused me to rush
forward, to disdain these poor, low, empty, beggarly
things, and to say to my soul, 'Come, soul, let us not be
weary; let us see what this heaven is; let us even venture
all for it, and try if that will quit the cost. Surely
Abraham, David, Paul, and the rest of the saints of God,
were as wise as any are now, and yet they lost all for
this glorious kingdom. O therefore, throw away sinful
lusts, follow after righteousness, love the Lord Jesus,
devote thyself to his fear; I'll warrant thee he will
give thee a goodly recompense.' Reader, what sayest thou
to
this? Art thou resolved to
follow me? Nay, resolve, if thou canst, to get before me.
So run, that ye may obtain.
THE SEVENTH MOTIVE. To
encourage thee a little farther, Set to the work, and when
thou hast run thyself down weary, then the Lord Jesus will
take thee up, and carry thee. Is not this enough to make
any poor soul begin his race? Thou perhaps criest, 'Oh!
but I am feeble,' 'I am lame, &c.' Well, but Christ hath a
bosom: consider, therefore, that when thou hast run
thyself down weary, he will put thee in his bosom. "He
shall gather the lambs with his arms, and carry them in
his bosom; and shall gently lead those that are with
young." This is the way that fathers take to encourage
their children; saying, Run, sweet babe, until thou art
weary, and then I will take thee up and carry thee. "He
will gather his lambs with his arms, and carry them in his
bosom." When they are weary, they shall ride!
THE EIGHTH MOTIVE. Or else he will convey new strength
from heaven into thy soul, which will be as well. "The
youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall
utterly fall. But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew
their strength: they shall mount up with wings like
eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall
walk, and not faint." What shall I say besides, that hath
not already been said? Thou shalt have good and easy
lodging, good and wholesome diet, the bosom of Christ to
lie in, the joys of heaven to feed on. Shall I speak of
the satisfaction and of the duration of all these? Verily
to describe them to the height is a work too hard for me
to do.
CHAPTER IV.
APPLICATION OF THE POINT
Thus you see I have here spoken something, though but
little. Now I shall come to make some use and application
of what hath been said, and so conclude.
THE FIRST USE. You see here,
that he that will go to heaven must
run
for it; yea, and not only run, but "so
run;" that is, as I have said, run earnestly, run
continually, strip off every thing that would hinder in
his race with the rest. Well then do you so run.
1. And now let us examine a
little. Art thou got into the right way? Art thou in
Christ's righteousness? Do not say, 'Yes,' in thy heart,
when, in truth, there is no such matter. It is a dangerous
thing, you know, for a man to think he is in the right
way, when he is in
the wrong. It is the next way
for him to lose his way; and not only so, but if he run
for heaven, as thou sayest thou dost, even to lose that
too. Oh! this is the misery of most men, to persuade
themselves that they run right, when they have never one
foot in the way! The Lord give thee understanding here, or
else thou art undone for ever.
Prithee, soul, search when was
it thou turned out of thy sins and righteousness, into the
righteousness of Jesus Christ. I say, dost thou see
thyself in him? and is he more precious to thee than the
whole world? Is thy mind always musing on him? and also to
be walking with him? Dost thou count his company more
precious than the whole world? Dost thou count all things
but poor, lifeless, empty, vain things, without communion
with him? Doth his company sweeten all things; and his
absence embitter all things? Soul, I beseech thee be
serious, and lay it to
heart, and do not take things
of such weighty concernment as the salvation or damnation
of thy soul, without good ground.
2. Art thou unladen of the things of this world, as pride,
pleasures, profits, lusts, vanities? What! dost thou think
to run fast enough, with the world, thy sins, and lusts,
in thy heart? I tell thee, soul, they that have laid all
aside, every weight, every sin, and are got into the
nimblest posture, they find work enough to run; so to run
as to hold out.
To run through all that
opposition, all the jostles, all the rubs, over all the
stumbling blocks, over all the snares, from all the
entanglements that the devil, sin, the world, and their
own hearts, lay before them; I tell thee, if thou art
going heavenward, thou wilt find it no small or easy
matter. Art thou therefore discharged and unladen of these
things? Never talk of going to heaven if thou art not. It
is to be
feared thou wilt be found among
the many that "will seek to enter in, and shall not be
able."
THE SECOND USE. If so, then
in the next place, What will become of them that are grown
weary before they are got half way thither? Why, man, it
is he that holdeth out to the end that must be saved; it
is he that overcometh that shall inherit all things; it is
not every one that begins. Agrippa gave a fair step for a
sudden: he steps almost into the body of Christ in less
than half an hour. "Thou," saith he to Paul, "hast almost
persuaded me to be a Christian." Ah! but it was but
almost;
and so he had as good have been never a whit; he stept
fair indeed, but yet he stopt short; he was hot while he
was at it, but he was quickly out of wind. O this but
"almost!" I tell you this but "almost," lost him his soul.
Methinks I have seen sometimes
how these poor wretches that get but almost
to
heaven, how fearfully their "almost," and their "but
almost," will torment them in hell; when they shall cry
out in bitterness of their souls, saying, 'Almost a
Christian! I was almost got into the kingdom, almost out
of the hands of the devil, almost out of my sins, almost
from under the curse of God; almost, and that was all;
almost, but not altogether. Oh! that I should be almost to
heaven, and should not go quite through!' Friend, it is a
sad thing to sit down before we are in heaven, and to grow
weary before we come to the place of rest; and if it
should be thy case, I am sure thou dost not so run as to
obtain. But again,
THE THIRD USE. In the next
place, What then will become of them that some time since
were running post-haste to heaven, (insomuch that they
seemed to outstrip many,) but now are running as fast back
again? Do you think those ever come thither? What! to run
back again, back again to sin, to the world, to the devil,
back again to the lusts of the flesh? Oh! "It had been
better for them not to have known the way of
righteousness, than after they have known it, to turn" (to
turn back again) "from the holy commandment." Those men
shall not only be damned for sin, but for professing to
all the world that sin is better than Christ. For the man
that runs back again, doth as good as say, 'I have tried
Christ, and I have tried sin, and I do not find so much
profit in Christ as in sin.' I say, this man declareth
this, even by his running back again. Oh, sad! What a doom
they will have, who were almost at heaven-gates, and then
run back again! "If any draw back," saith Christ, "my soul
shall have no pleasure in him." Again, "No man having put
his hand to the plough," (that is, set forward in ways of
God,) "and looking back, (turning back again,) is fit for
the kingdom
of heaven." And if not fit for
the kingdom of heaven, then for certain he must needs be
fit for the fire of hell. And therefore, saith the
apostle, those that bring forth these apostatizing fruits,
as briers and thorns, are rejected, being nigh unto
cursing; whose end is to be burned.
Oh! there is never another
Christ to save them,
by bleeding and dying for them! And if they shall not
escape that neglect, then how shall they escape, that
reject and turn their back upon so great a salvation? And
if the righteous, that is, they that run for it, will find
work enough to get to heaven, then where will the ungodly
backsliding sinner appear? Oh! if Judas the traitor, or
Francis Spira the backslider, were but now alive in the
world, to whisper these men in the ear a little, and tell
them what it hath cost their souls for backsliding, surely
it would stick by them, and make them afraid of running
back
again, so long as they had one
day to live in this world!
THE FOURTH USE. So again,
fourthly, How like to those men's sufferings will those
be, that have all this while sat still, and have not so
much as set one foot forward to the kingdom of heaven!
Surely he that backslideth, and he that sitteth still in
sin, are both of one mind; the one will not stir, because
he loveth his sins, and the things of this world; the
other runs back again, because he loveth his sins, and the
things of this world. Is it not one and the same thing?
They are all one here, and shall not one and the same hell
hold them hereafter? He is an ungodly one that never
looked after Christ, and he is an ungodly one that did
once look after him, and then ran quite back again: and
therefore that word must certainly drop out of the mouth
of Christ against them both, "Depart from me, ye cursed,
into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his
angels."
THE FIFTH USE. Again, here you may see, in the next
place, that if they that will have heaven, must run for
it; then this calls aloud to those who began but a while
since to run, I say, for them to mend their pace if they
intend to win. You know that they which come hindmost, had
need run fastest. Friend, I tell thee, that, there be
those that have run ten years to thy one, nay,
twenty to five,
and yet if thou talk with them, sometimes they will say,
they doubt but they shall come late enough. How then will
it be with thee? Look to it therefore that thou delay no
time, not an hour's time, but part speedily with all, with
every thing that is a hindrance to thee in thy journey,
and run; yea, and so run that thou mayst obtain!
THE SIXTH USE. Again,
sixthly, You that are old professors, take you heed that
the young striplings of Jesus, that
began to
strip but the other day, do not outrun you, so as to have
that scripture fulfilled on you, "The first shall be last,
and the last first:" which will be a shame to you, and a
credit for them. What! for a young soldier to be more
courageous than he that hath been used to wars! To you
that are hindermost, I say, strive to outrun them that are
before you; and to you that are foremost, I say, hold your
ground, and keep before them in faith and love, if
possible. For indeed, that is the right running, for one
to strive to outrun another; even for the hindermost to
endeavour to overtake the foremost; and he that is before
should be sure to lay out himself to keep his ground, even
to the very utmost. But then,
THE SEVENTH USE. Again, How
basely do they behave themselves, how unlike they are to
win, that think it enough to keep company with the
hindmost! There are some men that profess themselves
such as run for heaven as well as any; yet if there be but
any lazy, slothful, cold, half-hearted professors in the
country, they will be sure to take example by them. They
think, if they can but keep pace with them they shall do
fair; but these do not consider that the hindmost lose the
prize. You may know it if you will, that it cost the
foolish virgins dear for their coming too late. "They that
were ready, went in with him: and the door was shut.
Afterward," mark "afterward came the other (the foolish)
virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. But he answered
and said, Depart, I know you not." 'Depart, lazy
professors! slothful professors!'
Oh! methinks the word of God is so plain for the overthrow
of your lazy professors, that it is to be wondered men do
not take more notice of it. How was
Lot's
wife served for running lazily, and for giving but one
look behind her, after the things she left in
Sodom?
How was
Esau served for staying too long before he came for the
blessing? And how were they served that are mentioned in
the 13th of Luke, for staying till the door was shut? Also
the foolish virgins. A heavy after-groan will they give
that have thus stayed too long! It turned Lot's wife into
a pillar of salt; it made Esau weep with an exceeding loud
and bitter cry; it made Judas hang himself: yea, and it
will make thee curse the day in which thou wast born, if
thou miss of the kingdom, as thou wilt certainly do, if
this be thy course. But,
THE EIGHTH USE. Again, How,
and if thou by thy lazy running should'st not only destroy
thyself, but also thereby be the cause of the damnation of
some others? For thou, being a professor, thou must think
that others will take notice of thee; and because thou art
but a poor, cold, lazy runner, and one that seeks to drive
the world and pleasure
along with thee; why, thereby others will think of doing
so too. 'Nay,' say they, 'why may not we, as well as he?
He is a professor, and yet he seeks for pleasures, riches,
profits; he loveth vain company, and he is so and so, and
professeth that he is going for heaven; yea, and he saith
also he doth not fear but he shall have entertainment; let
us therefore keep pace with him, we shall fare no worse
than he!' O how fearful a thing will it be, if thou shalt
be instrumental to the ruin of others by thy halting in
the way of righteousness! Look to it, thou wilt have
strength little enough to appear before God, to give an
account of the loss of thy own soul; thou needest not to
have to give an account for others, why thou didst stop
them from entering in. How wilt thou answer that saying,
'You would not enter in yourselves, and them that would,
you hindered?' For that saying will be eminently fulfilled
on them that through
their own idleness do keep
themselves out of heaven, and by giving others the same
example, hinder them also.
THE NINTH USE. Therefore, now to speak a word to both of
you, and so I shall conclude.
1. I beseech you, in the name
of our Lord Jesus Christ, that none of you do run so
lazily in the way to heaven as to hinder either yourselves
or others. I know that even he who runs laziest, if he
should see a man running for a temporal life, who should
so much neglect his own well-being in this world, as to
venture, when he is running for his life, to pick up, here
and there, a lock of wool that hangeth by the wayside, or
to step, now and then, aside out of the way to gather up a
straw or two, or any rotten stick; I say, if he should do
this when he is running for his life, thou wouldst condemn
him. And dost thou not condemn thyself that dost the very
same in effect? nay worse; that loiterest
in thy race, notwithstanding thy soul, heaven, glory, and
all is at stake? Have a care, have a care, poor wretched
sinner; have a care!
2. If yet there shall be any
that, notwithstanding this advice, will still be flagging
and loitering in the way to the kingdom of glory, be thou
so wise as not to take example by them. Learn of no man
farther than he followeth Christ. But look unto Jesus, who
is not only the author and finisher of faith, but who did,
for the joy that was set before him, endure the cross,
despise the shame, and is now set down at the right hand
of God. I say, look to no man to learn of him, any farther
than he followeth Christ. "Be ye followers of me," saith
Paul, "even as I am of Christ." Though
he
was an eminent man, yet his exhortation was, that none
should follow him any farther than he followed Christ.
PROVOCATION. Now that you may
be provoked in run with the foremost, take
notice of
this. When
Lot
and his wife were running from cursed
Sodom
to the mountains, to save their lives, it is said, that
his wife looked back from behind him, and she became a
pillar of salt. And yet you see that neither her practice,
nor the judgment of God that fell upon her for the same,
would cause
Lot
to look behind him. I have sometimes wondered at
Lot
in this particular. His wife looked behind her and died
immediately; but let what would become of her,
Lot
would not so much as look behind him to see her. We do not
read that he did so much as once look where she was, or
what was become of her. His heart was indeed upon his
journey, and well it might be. There was the mountain
before him, and the fire and brimstone behind him! His
life lay at stake, and he had lost it if he had but looked
behind him. Do thou so run: and in thy race remember Lot's
wife, and remember her doom; and remember
for what that doom did overtake her; and remember that God
made her an example for all lazy runners, to the end of
the world; and take heed thou fall not after the same
example! But if this will not provoke thee,
Consider thus, 1. Thy soul, is thy own soul, that is
either to be saved or lost. Thou shalt not lose my soul by
thy laziness; it is thy own soul, thy own ease, thy own
peace, thy own advantage or disadvantage. If it were my
own that thou art desired to be good unto, methinks reason
should move thee somewhat to pity it. But alas! it is thy
own; thy own soul! "What shall it profit a man if he shall
gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" God's people
wish well to the soul of others, and wilt not thou wish
well to thy own? And if this will not provoke thee, then,
Think again, 2. If thou lose
thy soul, it is thou also that must bear the blame. It
made Cain stark mad to consider that
he had
not looked to his brother Abel's soul. How much more will
it perplex thee, to think, that thou hadst not a care of
thy own? And if this will not provoke thee to bestir
thyself,
Think again, 3. That if thou wilt not run, the people of
God are resolved to deal with thee even as Lot dealt with
his wife; that is, leave thee behind them. It may be thou
hast a father, mother, brother, &c, going post haste to
heaven. Wouldst thou be willing to be left behind them?
Surely no.
Again, 4. Will it not be a
dishonour to thee to see the very boys and girls in the
country, to have more wit than thyself? It may be the
servants of some men, as the horsekeeper, ploughman,
scullion, &c, are more looking after heaven than their
masters. I am apt to think sometimes, that more servants
than masters, that more tenants than landlords, will
inherit the kingdom of heaven. But is not this a shame for
them that are such? I am persuaded you scorn that your
servants should say that they are wiser than you in the
things of the world; and yet I am bold to say, that many
of them are wiser than you in the things of the world to
come, which are of greater concernment.
EXPOSTULATION. Well then, sinner, what sayest thou?
Where is thy heart? Wilt thou run? Art thou resolved to
strip? Or art thou not? Think quickly, man! It is no
dallying in this matter. Confer not with flesh and blood.
Look up to heaven, and see how thou likest it; also to
hell, (of which thou mayst understand something in my
book, called Sighs from Hell, or, The Groans of a Lost
Soul, which I wish thee to read seriously over,)
and accordingly devote thyself. If thou dost not know the
way, inquire at the word of God; if thou wantest company,
cry for God's Spirit;
if thou wantest encouragement,
entertain the promises. But be sure thou begin betimes;
get into the way, run apace, and hold out to the end; and
the Lord give thee a prosperous journey!
FAREWELL.
THE
END.
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